Wonder..

. when did i go wrong.


















. I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
reflections of me in your eyes

Sleeping lessons.

. I should be sleeping. They are but i didn't feel like it.
I needed to listen to music. to calm down. breathe.
now they are singing to me. right now I'm the only one listening to them and singing in my head. those kind of things i always wanted to prove. since i was little i asked myself who else was doing the same thing I was. i made moves and faces and said words and wondered if anyone have just done that. its dumb, i know. but who isn't.
I'm tired, my eyes are shutting down. I hear noises. Its kinda dark but I can see some light in the hallway. I'm in the middle of the room and I feel like throwing up. my stomach's been hurting for a couple of days. I need to rest. No more thinking over.

. Casi me das asma
me intimidás porque no puedo entrar
te conozco hasta las vísceras pero no soy parte de nada de eso
es como que estoy afuera de todo destino
y las marcas dónde están
estoy bordeando y cercando un perímetro
cuyo centro se diluye de curva en curva y no puedo forjar
ni un pedazo de tierra en tu terrenito lleno de vida.



. [ no tengo nada que aportar ni que llevarme a cambio. ]





. Edit: y quiero ambos.

I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from reflections of me in your eyes..

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. Todo eso que ahora sé y tengo miedo que se me escape mientras duermo.
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