. I should be sleeping. They are but i didn't feel like it.
I needed to listen to music. to calm down. breathe.
now they are singing to me. right now I'm the only one listening to them and singing in my head. those kind of things i always wanted to prove. since i was little i asked myself who else was doing the same thing I was. i made moves and faces and said words and wondered if anyone have just done that. its dumb, i know. but who isn't.
I'm tired, my eyes are shutting down. I hear noises. Its kinda dark but I can see some light in the hallway. I'm in the middle of the room and I feel like throwing up. my stomach's been hurting for a couple of days. I need to rest. No more thinking over.
