The Patient.

. A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful. Is this a test ? It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on. Draining patience. drain vitality. this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old. But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith. And I'm still right here. I'm gonna wait it out If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. I'm gonna wait it out.
I still may. And I still may.
Be patient. I must keep reminding myself of this...
If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. And I still may. And I still may. And I still may. I'm gonna wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.

-

. Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

. Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way.

Forty-Six & 2.

. My shadow's

Shedding skin and

I've been picking

Scabs again.

I'm down

Digging through

My old muscles

Looking for a clue.

. I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own confused

And insecure delusions

For a piece to cross me over

Or a word to guide me in.

I wanna feel the changes coming down.

I wanna know what I've been hiding in

. My shadow. My shadow.

Change is coming through my shadow.

My shadow's

Shedding skin

I've been picking

My scabs again.

. I've been crawling on my belly

Clearing out what could've been.

I've been wallowing in my own chaotic

And insecure delusions.

. I wanna feel the change consume me,

Feel the outside turning in.

I wanna feel the metamorphosis and

Cleansing I've endured within

. My shadow. My shadow.

Change is coming.

Now is my time.

Listen to my muscle memory.

Contemplate what I've been clinging to.

Forty-six and two ahead of me.

. I choose to live and to

Grow, take and give and to

Move, learn and love and to

Cry, kill and die and to

Be paranoid and to

Lie, hate and fear and to

Do what it takes to move through.

. I choose to live and to

Lie, kill and give and to

Die, learn and love and to

Do what it takes to step through.

. See my shadow changing,

Stretching up and over me.

Soften this old armor.

Hoping I can clear the way

By stepping through my shadow,

Coming out the other side.

Step into the shadow.

Forty six and two are just ahead of me.

. y para qué la voy a caretear ? nunca me gustó resaltar ni diferenciar de ningún modo las partes de una canción [ cuando la escribo completa ] que más me gustan o me pegan, como diciendo: hijo de puta, es lo que me pasa/siento/me pica en el dedo gordo del pie derecho(?)
como verán que hice hace unos días.
=/

H.

What's coming through is alive.

What's holding up is a mirror.

But what's singing songs is a snake

Looking to turn my piss to wine.

.

They're both totally void of hate,

But killing me just the same.

.

The snake behind me hisses

What my damage could have been.

My blood before me begs me

Open up my heart again.

.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again.

Considerately.

.

Venomous voice, tempts me,

Drains me, bleeds me,

Leaves me cracked and empty.

Drags me down like some sweet gravity.

.

The snake behind me hisses

What my damage could have been.

My blood before me begs me

Open up my heart again.

.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again now.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again now.

.

I am too connected to you to

Slip away, fade away.

Days away I still feel you

Touching me, changing me,

.

Considerately killing me.

Considerately killing me.

Considerately killing me.

.

Without the skin here,

Beneath the storm.

Under these tears now,

The walls came down.

.

And as the snake is drowned

And as I look in his eyes,

My fear begins to fade

Recalling all of those times.

.

I could have cried then.

I should have cried then.

.

And as the walls come down

And as I look in your eyes

My fear begins to fade

Recalling all of the times

I have died

and will die.

It's all right.

(I don't mind)

I don't mind.

I don't mind.

I don't mind.

.

I am too connected to you

Slip away, fade away.

Days away I still feel you

Touching me, changing me,

.

Considerately killing me.

Considerately killing me and

Considerately killing me.

. [ ♪ ]

Once you, were in my.. rearview mirror !!

I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down

Hand on my face, kissin' the ground

Enmity gauged, united by fear

'Posed to endure what I could not forgive...

. redescubrí esta banda,
no puedo creer que haya dejado de escucharla durante años.
yo y mi maldita manía de escuchar hasta el hartazgo/rechazo.
debo cuidarme, moderarme esta vez.

. Edit: no puedo.
bee girl - all or none - hard to imagine - footsteps - strangest tribe - dead man - nothing as it seems - soon forget - around the bend - i got shit - untitled [ pero no el de yield ]

. te mata

. es increíble como evolucionó esta banda. pearl jam no es sólo un disco de grunge noventoso, hasta hace un tiempo hacían música muy madura y compleja. la cagaron con el disco de la paltita(?)

In Limbo de Radiohead, por qué ?

. es el mar, lados, personas, color marrón, desenfoque de luces, sombras, espirales, fantasías(?), una mujer, tiene sábanas, rojo, confusión, tristeza, sofisticación, un mundo. [ quiero que sea mi vida ]


. [ perfect audio quality ]

[ Feeling so ]

. Vulnerable
. But it's alright.
[ ♪ ]

untitled II

. I take a walk outside

I'm surrounded by some kids at play

I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear

Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head

I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning

How quick the sun can, drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass

Of what was everything?

All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black

Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...

Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun

In somebody else's sky, but why

Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine.

. [ ♪ ]

oh, yeah(?)

. Estos dos temas me encantan, pero mall ♥

sería genial verlos en vivo ¬¬

.

Theres a shadow just behind me...

. I am just a worthless liar.
. I am just an imbecile.
. I will only complicate you.
. Trust in me and fall as well.

>__<

♥

Nightwish

. Se me pegó ese tema y quiero compartir mi pegadez con ustedes (?)
pf

. Into the distance, a ribbon of black
. Stretched to the point of no turning back
. A flight of fancy on a windswept field
. Standing alone my senses reeled
. A fatal attraction is holding me fast
. How can I escape this irresistible grasp?

. Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies
. Tongue-tied and twisted just an earthbound misfit, I

. Ice is forming on the tips of my wings
. Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything
. No navigator to find my way home
. Unladen, empty and turned to stone

. A soul intention, that's learning to fly
. Condition grounded but determined to try
. Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies
. Tongue-tied and twisted just an earthbound misfit, I

. Above the planet on a wing and a prayer,
. My grubby halo, a vapour trail in the empty air
. Across the clouds I see my shadow fly
. Out of the corner of my watering eye
. A dream unthreatened by the morning light
. Could blow this soul right through the roof of the night

. There's no sensation to compare with this
. Suspended animation, a state of bliss
. Can't keep my mind from the circling skies
. Tongue-tied and twisted just an earthbound misfit, I







. [ Pink Floyd › Learning To Fly ]

. Si me decís que ese tema no está bueno sos un mal educado/a de mierda -_-
. ((Ya me puse agresiva))

. [ Niños ]

. [ Estaba allí sentada
. Mirando como juegan
. Los niños en el parque
. En un día cualquiera
. Estaba allí pero sin él
. Entre risas y llantos
. Mezclados con arena
. Allí se dibujaban
. Las huellas de su pena
. Estaba allí pero sin él
. Y estaba allí pensando en él
. No va a volver
. Lo que iluminó su ayer
. Y llegará el día que recuerdes
. Que todo vuelve a comenzar
. Por el bien de los dos
. Estaba allí esperando
. Toda la vida entera
. Gente desaparece
. La historia te envenena
. Estaba allí pero sin él
. Y estaba allí pensando en él
. No va a volver
. Lo que iluminó su ayer
. Y llegará el día que recuerdes
. Que siempre se puede luchar
. Por el bien de los dos ]

. [ Grandes Sueños ]

. [ Veo que te olvidaste de todo
. Y lo que ayer sentías, hoy no lo sientes mas
. Y que renunciaste de algún modo
. A todo lo que fuimos y por otro lugar
. Y que fue del amor ?
. Desperté y todo terminó
. Y esos grandes sueños que imaginé
. Hoy se derrumbaron juntos con mi fe
. No quiero un consuelo ni lo buscaré
. La historia sigue en pie
. Yo fui el primero en tu vida
. Y aquellos sentimientos no te importaron mas
. Y dejaste abierta una herida
. Que aunque pase el tiempo ya no se va a cerrar
. Y qué fue del amor ?
. Se fue sin nunca decir adiós
. Y esos grandes sueños que imaginé
. Hoy se derrumbaron con mi fe
. No quiero un consuelo ni lo buscaré
. La historia sigue en pie
. Y lo sé
. Y esos grandes sueños que imaginé
. Hoy se derrumbaron juntos con mi fe
. No tengo consuelo ni lo encontraré
. La historia sigue y vivirá,

. En tu piel. ]

this.is.me

. [ This is me for forever
. One of the lost ones
. The one without a name
. Without an honest heart as compass
. This is me for forever
. One without a name
. These lines the last endeavor
. To find the missing lifeline
. Oh how I wish
. For shoothing rain
. All I wish is to dream again
. My loving heart
. Lost in the dark
. For hope I’d give my everything
. My flower
. Withered between
. The pages two and three
. The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
. Walk the dark path
. Sleep with angels
. Call the past for help
. Touch me with your love

. And reveal to me my true name ]

[♥]

. [ Tallulah ]

. [ Remember when we used to look how sun set far away?
. And how you said: “this is never over”
. I believed you every word and I guess you did too
. But now you’re saying: “hey, let’s think this over” ]
.
. [ You take My hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
. I have a feeling you don’t have the words
. I found one for you, kiss your cheeh, say bye, and walk away
. Don’t look back cause I am crying.]
.
. [ I remember little thing, you hardly ever do
. Tell me why.
. I don’t know why it’s over
. I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
. I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me ]
.
. [ You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
. I have a feeling you don’t know what to do
. I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
. Why are you crying?]
.
. [ Tallulah, It’s easier to live alone than fear the time it’s over
. Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
. This could be... heaven]
.
. [ I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
. In love with her or so it seems, he’s dancing with my beauty queen
. Don’t even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
. But I know the feeling still alive- still alive]
.
. [ I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
. I’ll always love you, no matter what you do
. I’ll win you back for me if you give me a chance
. But there is one thing you must understand ]








. [ Sonata Arctica - Tallulah ]
. [♥]

. [ Misery...]

. [ If you fall I´ll catch, if you love I´ll love, and so it goes, my dear, ]
. [ don´t be scared,you´ll be safe,this I swear. If you only love me... ]

[ ... ]

. [ You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night, I wish you
. Bear with me, stay near me
. When the Autumn leaves have fallen...
. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me.. ]